Thursday, February 23, 2006

Half Naked Thursday

So being fairly new to this new bloggin thing I have noticed people posting pictures for half naked Thursday - HNT -
So I thought I would contribute to this "tradition" with my contribution
Here it is...

Yes it is my left hand - naked? you ask - Yes, on the ring finger you will notice the absence of the wedding bands and engagement ring I normally wear
If you look closely you will see the seemingly permanent indentations of the rings - 3 reddened band areas on my finger
Lately I have been taken to not wearing the bling - I do miss the rings - especially the sparkle of the diamond, but alas one more area of my life that I must overcome..

A woman at work today came to show us all the new engagement ring she received
Man, the diamond was so big that it really looked fake - I'm sure it wasn't but damn it was large - jealous? maybe

What does one do with the rings once it is no longer appropriate to wear?
Wear on the right hand, make into some new piece of jewellery, sell it, or put in the jewellery box and forget about it???

Agghh.. maybe I will still wear it all - it's not like I've signed any papers yet and god knows he won't notice if I have it on or not....

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Here we go again...

Okay... so I really must be honest here and say that the results from that personality test I took the other day has been really bugging me..

Like seriously, am I really like that?? - depressed, introverted, insecure, does not make friends easily, irritable, fragile and submissive - WTF - seriously..

I really don't see myself like that - maybe I'm just fooling myself though

Am I really like this?? - Maybe I have changed from the outgoing, silly, funny person I thought I was - I know I was like that once - maybe before the deaths, the marriage, the kid...

Man now I am depressed - so... I decide to take the test again - maybe I was too hasty in my answers before, maybe if I take more time in reading and answering the questions I will see the results that make more sense to who I think I am...

So here I go again..

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 40%
Stability |||||||||||| 43%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||| 36%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70%
Artistic |||||||||||| 43%
Religious |||||||||||| 50%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 63%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||||||||| 43%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||| 30%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 44%
Histrionic |||||| 30%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Female cliche |||||||||||||| 56%
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Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting.


trait snapshot:

neat freak, organized, worrying, phobic, fears the unknown, irritable, pessimistic, emotionally sensitive, fears chaos, risk averse, fragile, unadventurous, depressed, frequently second guesses self, likes to fit in, does not like to stand out, perfectionist, hard working, does not like to be alone, clingy, dependent, practical, ordinary, cautious, takes precautions, good at saving money, suspicious, heart over mind, busy, altruistic


Oh for god's sake - not much better - I give up - going to bed now

Goodnight from one irritable depressed somebody

Things that I learnt today...

- plugging in the toaster this morning does not cook the chicken in the crockpot

- my boy thinks that "a.s.s." spells a bad word - and this bad "a" word is acid (he also thinks that the "s" swear word is stupid and the "f" swear word is fat and a woman's breast is called an upper private) God I love this kid!!!

- my sister adopted a half blind dog named Chester

- I have a very low tolerance today for certain people's need to be helped - as a matter of fact if this said individual cannot get their shit together without my apparently much need assistance I may just have to elbow them in the throat and then twist their frickin lips off

- an extra large double double and a large coffee with milk and sweetener is exactly $3.00 at Timmy's now

And now for the photo of the day....


Hope you learnt a thing or two today...

Monday, February 20, 2006

Seriously - is this me??

What about you?

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||| 26%
Stability |||||| 26%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 43%
Intellectual |||||| 30%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious |||||||||| 36%
Hedonism |||||| 30%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||| 23%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||| 30%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Individuality |||||| 30%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Fitness || 10%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50%
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Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:

depressed, introverted, neat, needs things to be extremely clean, observer, perfectionist, not self revealing, does not make friends easily, suspicious, irritable, hates large parties, follows the rules, worrying, does not like to stand out, fragile, phobic, submissive, dislikes leadership, cautious, takes precautions, focuses on hidden motives, good at saving money, solitary, familiar with the dark side of life, hard working, emotionally sensitive, prudent, altruistic, heart over mind, unadventurous


Boy don't I sound like a barrel of laughs eh?

There are others

I just found a blog that is very comforting in knowing that not everyone is all loving and adoring towards the spouse
I'd add the link but don't know how - i'll work on this though
Had this survey on to take so here it is
Let me know your survey results
Ciao for now

Name:Lisa
Birthdate:Oct 31
Birthplace:Ontario Canada
Current Location:Canada
Eye Color:Blue/Grey
Hair Color:Right now it's skany blonde
Height:5 something
Weight:Ha - never will reveal at this point
Piercings:Two
Tatoos:Nope
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:Once I dump the husband then maybe one of each
Overused Phraze:Dumbass
FAVORITES
Food:Greek
Candy:Sour or chocolate
Number:3
Color:Green
Animal:dog
Drink:Diet coke
Alcohol Drink:Shiraz or vodka with ginger ale
Bagel:toasted with cream cheese
Letter:S
Body Part on Opposite sex:the forearm and/or hands
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing:McDonalds
Strawberry or Watermelon:Watermelon
Hot tea or Ice tea:Yuck to both
Chocolate or VanillaChocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:Coffee
Kiss or Hug:Hug
Dog or Cat:Dog
Rap or Punk:Punk
Summer or Winter:Summer - but I hate the heat
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:Funny
Love or Money:At this point it'd be money all the way
YOUR...
Bedtime:midnight
Most Missed Memory:Grandma
Best phyiscal feature:Eyes probably
First Thought Waking Up:Oh for gods sakes
Goal for this year:Lose weight
Best Friends:Vic, Lauren and Lynne
Weakness:People pleasing and worrying
Fears:Death
Heritage:English and German
Longest relationship:12 years
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank:Yep
Ever Smoked:Yep
Pot:Yep
Ever been Drunk:Yep
Ever been beaten up:Nope
Ever beaten someone up:Nope
Ever Shoplifted:Yep
Ever Skinny Dipped:Yep
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:Yep
Been Dumped Lately:Nope
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color:Blue
Favorite Hair Color:Dark
Short or Long:Short
Height:Tall over 6 feet
Style:Business casual
Looks or Personality:Personality
Hot or CuteBoth preferably - but I'll go with cute
Drugs and Alcohol:Social alcohol - no drugs please
Muscular or Really Skinny:Muscular
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past:A bizillion
What country do you want to Visit:India
How do you want to Die:NO thanks
Been to the Mall Lately:on the weekend
Do you like Thunderstorms:Yep
Get along with your Parents:Most times
Health Freak:Nope but need to be
Do you think your Attractive:When skinny
Believe in Yourself:Most times
Want to go to College:Been there thanks
Do you Smoke:Not anymore
Do you Drink:Sometimes
Shower Daily:Yep
Been in Love:I think so.....long ago
Do you Sing:Just to myself and boy
Want to get Married:Nope
Do you want Children:Got one - would like another though
Have your future kids names planned out:Grace or Stella
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:Done that long long ago...
Hate anyone:Yep

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!